Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Lazy Letter
My eternally beloved Bats;
I have not been feeling well these past few days. My gut seems to be completely shedding itself constantly, and i am wishing i could afford the copay to go to the doc and see if i am having a gall bladder fit. ugh. anyway, i have been too uncomfortable to sit up and write you.
i know the phone isn't working, and it makes me want to cry because i feel like a failure. i literally cannot put any money on the phone right now. honestly, i doubt i can put any money on your books this next week either. not hearing your voice is killing me. but there's a $25 minimum and a $7 fee.....I don't have that kind of money right now. Since exhusband's paychecks wont start coming in till september, i have to conserve for three weeks from now when the kids come home. i need to buy school supplies and food first and foremost. i haven't been eating out and i haven't been buying drinks at the bar. i have skipped karaoke completely to save money. i am becoming a hermit.
on the plus side of that, though, i am rearranging the house and the rooms. the master suite now has the bed on another wall, the desk and computer....and soon to be your tv and dvr. i moved the large kennel out of the bedroom and into the area where the small kennel was.
i dreamt of you last night, mon ami....oh my darling it was divine.....i dreamt you were under house arrest across town. so i drove to see you and we embraced and made love in your twin bed...and we cuddled for an hour afterward and just talked about everything. i fucking miss you so much. written word cannot express the depth of my love for you. written word cannot caress your face the way my hand can. written word has such power and yet it falls short when attempting to convey my true and real emotions for you.
i am glad you are keeping busy inside the prison....it sounds like fun, though i know you can't wait to come home. i can't wait to have you home too...though i am enjoying my freedom. paul wants to come over every day but i am so engrossed in rearranging the house and enjoying my alone time that i turn him down but twice a week. LOL
though i did go with him to his parents' house this past weekend - it's in magnolia and they have a pool. he had to mow the expansive lawn, and i decided to get some swimming done in private. i don't like swimming in public, and their pool is surrounded by a large amount of grass and tall trees. Basically paul was the only one able to see me. And when we arrived, there was a SNAKE and a FROG in the pool! how cool is that?!? i got the snake out (after he tried for ten minutes and couldn't seem to get it done)...then i got the frog out and it was SO COOL. Then I swam for a couple hours and floated....stared at the tree tops and the clouds floating by. It was so peaceful.
I received your letter - I hope you got the books I sent!! I am falling asleep now, my love, so I must go. But I will write more soon.
Your forever and always;
Harley
Monday, July 22, 2013
Comfort and Love!
I tossed and turned all night and basically got 2.5 hours of sleep. It was awful. I did dream of a coworker who is pregnant and my Batman....it was solid sleep.
I woke up to the original Batman tv show theme song. In my hazy stupor I clutched my phone and even before I consciously registered the call, I was smiling. My Batsy was calling me!! I hadn't heard from him in five days, and all I thought was the worst. And I was depressed and I missed him. Shit....I wrote him that letter last night!
This Monday morning I woke up happy and content and talking to my Love. I can't even describe the excitement and happiness and comfort his phone call brought to me. Perhaps my cerebrum was enveloped in a lavender vanilla scented aura. Plumped pillows of REM danced across my head. Maybe it was luck that he phoned when he did....but maybe not.
Batsy, I can't wait till you're back home. My love for you rivals the depth of the oceanic abyss. My devotion spans thousands of miles. You are my heart.
OOOOPS! Forgot to put money on the phone...!
Batsy...OMG I am so so
sorry!! I didn't realize I was running out of phone money and I didn't
get a call from the offender connect or anything. I have been worried
SICK all weekend about you!! I was waiting for a call thursday, friday,
saturday and today. i checked my phone logs obsessively. i kept
telling myself you were waiting because you knew i had to budget....then
tonight i couldn't stand it anymore and checked offender connect...and i
had under a dollar on it! holy shit i am so so sorry!! i am SO glad
you're not dead or something....I hated hearing that you had such a
reaction to the fish....I have been worried that you're in anaphylactic
shock and they didn't call me for some reason....UGH.
Exhusband is leaving Tuesday morning for a square state to see the kids for a single day before heading to the Mediterranian. I am dropping him off at the airport around 4am or so....should be fun. not. it's entirely surreal. mom is paying for his flight and has stopped bugging me about the money for babysitting....she knows we are tapped out and are fighting to stay afloat as it is. exhusband and i get a final paycheck this week for both of us, then he will get paid once a month on the 5th or something. it's gonna be a struggle, but we will do what we have to do. at least i'm still paid every other week....so there's something coming in between times. but august is going to truly suck. worse than before. i will give you what i can - probably $30 every other week, tops....and some phone time....i am so sick about money right now i just want to cry. it'll be better soon, but still.
my former coworker may be coming to stay with me. she and her bf haven't been all that friendly in over a year. they had a baby together anyway but now he says he needs his space and she doesn't have anywhere else to go. the baby is 10 months old and a sweetie pie. so maybe she and i would make good roommates. i dunno. we shall see. i will be moving your tv and dvr into the master suite and preparing your room for someone else I guess. because i will need the help or something....
goddamn it baby i miss you. i have been dreaming of you all weekend. we saw a movie and went to the beach and made love. i broke down and relieved tension with you know who last night. it wasn't as fulfilling as i needed....i simply don't love him. and it's just sex. there's no emotional relief....and due to that there's minimal physical relief. i just want you home. i want to make love to you in bed and make love to you on the couch....i want to make out with you in the kitchen while we make dinner and do the dishes. i want to make out with you in the laundry room....make love in the shower....bite your flesh and lick your neck. i want to run my fingers through your hair while you do the same for me.
i love you, my darling....my heart aches that you cannot be near to me. i want you and need you home with me. i am so damn sorry about the phone thing. i wish i had known i was short....i am hating myself right now for it all. i made you doubt me, and i made myself think the worst. i did nothing to promote trust and desire that will conquer the distance between us. know this - no matter what happens, the distance between you and i is physically great, but emotionally we are together always. you hold my heart in your hands. your voice melts me from head to toe. when we talk on the phone, i close my eyes so that i can drink you in through my ears and nestle you into my cerebrum. You are with me every waking moment of every day, and i fall asleep thinking of you at night.
i hope you got the photos, and i hope they bring you happiness....as much as you can have in prison without being able to touch me and all the other people you love. i want to take the pink dripping bat symbol you created and make it into a harley quinn one....black and red....with blood red drops mixed with black diamonds maybe. i don't know. i love it but i am not a huge fan of pink. baby i love you so much. i can't say that enough or with adequate enthusiasm or emphasis. it simply isn't enough to write it down. i can't wait to tell you in person!!! The guards will have to peel me off of you! *sigh*
i have to go admin these facebook pages. nobody cares to do it after ten pm, and the internet is a 24 hour thing. gosh darn it. at least after a bit i can schedule posts. i have fallen behind on the blog, as it takes a while to transcribe your notes to me. i leave out the money talk and the talk of which facility you are in. because it's silly to post that shit online. which means that the notes you write to me are woefully small....but i don't care. they are heartfelt.
you are a good man. you are MY good man. and you can get past this speed bump in the road. i am sorry that i am the only person who loves you enough to help you.....i wish you had more friends that are close....and willing to be supportive.....i am starting to crumble under the pressure. i am so sorry. i will do everything i can until you are back in my arms. i have to admit - i will likely lean heavily on you for a bit after you are out. i won't want to let you out of my sight. i will kick your ass out the door to get to work and make money....i will make you save money....work on getting your own place....because it has to be that way. but i will visit you and you can come over and stay whenever. i will never turn my honey batger away....i love you.
i love you...i love you...I LOVE YOU!!
Harls
Exhusband is leaving Tuesday morning for a square state to see the kids for a single day before heading to the Mediterranian. I am dropping him off at the airport around 4am or so....should be fun. not. it's entirely surreal. mom is paying for his flight and has stopped bugging me about the money for babysitting....she knows we are tapped out and are fighting to stay afloat as it is. exhusband and i get a final paycheck this week for both of us, then he will get paid once a month on the 5th or something. it's gonna be a struggle, but we will do what we have to do. at least i'm still paid every other week....so there's something coming in between times. but august is going to truly suck. worse than before. i will give you what i can - probably $30 every other week, tops....and some phone time....i am so sick about money right now i just want to cry. it'll be better soon, but still.
my former coworker may be coming to stay with me. she and her bf haven't been all that friendly in over a year. they had a baby together anyway but now he says he needs his space and she doesn't have anywhere else to go. the baby is 10 months old and a sweetie pie. so maybe she and i would make good roommates. i dunno. we shall see. i will be moving your tv and dvr into the master suite and preparing your room for someone else I guess. because i will need the help or something....
goddamn it baby i miss you. i have been dreaming of you all weekend. we saw a movie and went to the beach and made love. i broke down and relieved tension with you know who last night. it wasn't as fulfilling as i needed....i simply don't love him. and it's just sex. there's no emotional relief....and due to that there's minimal physical relief. i just want you home. i want to make love to you in bed and make love to you on the couch....i want to make out with you in the kitchen while we make dinner and do the dishes. i want to make out with you in the laundry room....make love in the shower....bite your flesh and lick your neck. i want to run my fingers through your hair while you do the same for me.
i love you, my darling....my heart aches that you cannot be near to me. i want you and need you home with me. i am so damn sorry about the phone thing. i wish i had known i was short....i am hating myself right now for it all. i made you doubt me, and i made myself think the worst. i did nothing to promote trust and desire that will conquer the distance between us. know this - no matter what happens, the distance between you and i is physically great, but emotionally we are together always. you hold my heart in your hands. your voice melts me from head to toe. when we talk on the phone, i close my eyes so that i can drink you in through my ears and nestle you into my cerebrum. You are with me every waking moment of every day, and i fall asleep thinking of you at night.
i hope you got the photos, and i hope they bring you happiness....as much as you can have in prison without being able to touch me and all the other people you love. i want to take the pink dripping bat symbol you created and make it into a harley quinn one....black and red....with blood red drops mixed with black diamonds maybe. i don't know. i love it but i am not a huge fan of pink. baby i love you so much. i can't say that enough or with adequate enthusiasm or emphasis. it simply isn't enough to write it down. i can't wait to tell you in person!!! The guards will have to peel me off of you! *sigh*
i have to go admin these facebook pages. nobody cares to do it after ten pm, and the internet is a 24 hour thing. gosh darn it. at least after a bit i can schedule posts. i have fallen behind on the blog, as it takes a while to transcribe your notes to me. i leave out the money talk and the talk of which facility you are in. because it's silly to post that shit online. which means that the notes you write to me are woefully small....but i don't care. they are heartfelt.
you are a good man. you are MY good man. and you can get past this speed bump in the road. i am sorry that i am the only person who loves you enough to help you.....i wish you had more friends that are close....and willing to be supportive.....i am starting to crumble under the pressure. i am so sorry. i will do everything i can until you are back in my arms. i have to admit - i will likely lean heavily on you for a bit after you are out. i won't want to let you out of my sight. i will kick your ass out the door to get to work and make money....i will make you save money....work on getting your own place....because it has to be that way. but i will visit you and you can come over and stay whenever. i will never turn my honey batger away....i love you.
i love you...i love you...I LOVE YOU!!
Harls
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
anxiety attack mail :(
oh batman i need you so
much....i am staring at this blank screen and feel so overwhelmed and
like every fuse in my brain has been tripped.....i am not making
connections or stringing words to make a sentence in my head.
so many things....your fish allergy causing you to break out in hives (good god i hope you don't go into anaphylactic shock out there!)...me potentially not making it up to visit due to cost problems.....oh shit baby i need to see you and feel you.
i have been watching Orange is the new Black and it is helping me to understand maybe a little of how prison life is. it sounds dumb but it is based on a true story and all the things you tell me seem to be the same on the show. it's a netflix only thing so i know you won't get to see it till you're out. the visitation room....the bathrooms/showers....the guards....the beds. when i watch it i feel closer to you. and i want to do so many things to be closer to you.
please don't get in trouble. please don't do anything to cause ripples. come home as soon as you can. come home to me. come home to our house and our dog and our life.
i need to be selfish right now. i need you to put your strong arms around me and stroke my hair and hold me and tell me i am beautiful. tell me i am strong and i can make it through this. run a finger down my cheek and brush away the tears from my eyes. don't be upset that i am crying....know that it is the stress leaving my body and kiss the tears away. let me sob into your shoulder. hold me close - skin on skin - and breathe into me your love and your devotion and your compassion. give to me what i give to you....let us reciprocate in the union of our bodies.
i haven't had sex in three weeks or so. i don't even care. i don't want anyone right now. paul has texted me asking why i haven't talked to him or gone over. he asks if i am ok, because he knows i am overwhelmed. he knows he isn't necessary in my life and wants to remain friends. i can't get up the energy to go see him. he came over for pizza and spaceballs the other night and left right after. even though scott wasn't home. he tells me it's like i am a shell of who i was. i told him i don't blame him if he never wants to see me again, since i am basically abusing our friendship by being noncommittal and unresponsive.
both of my pillows are covered in your t-shirts. i even wear one to sleep sometimes. batman i love you so much. my heart aches for you. i know you're bored and alone and missing me....at camp snoopy...and you need things to make your stay easier. i will do all i can, but i can't do more.
i need to go find the tracking number. i promised i would put it in the email and i forgot it in the car....be right back....don't wait too long LOL
OH
i dreamed of you last night. you came to me as lightly as a fairy on a
pillow and we slept together, spooning, all night. i woke up sad and
stiff. but that dream was simply divine. i love you. i love your
clown tattoos. i love your sister's tattoo. i love your eyes - how
they dance when you smile. i love your facial hair and your lack of
facial hair - i love your face. i love your neck and your teeth and
your hands.....all of you baby. you are my handsome gentleman. my
knight in scuffed-up armor. i never wanted shining armor anyway - means
it hasn't been properly broken in.
ok i really am going to get the tracking number now. BRB ok....i have the receipt....logging on to the usps now....DAMMIT says 'delivery status notification not available via website.' grrrrr calling the 800 number now.....ugh it says it was processed through and left at a facility at 10pm on 7/17. it is currently in transit to the destination. woot! you shall have it soon, my love! Stupid website still says 'expect delivery by july 15, 2013'...ARGH
darling i must sleep now. so today you get this letter and maybe even the pictures! i can't wait to hear from you! i do have to focus on scott on friday....it IS his last night in town for a minimum of four months. so call me tonight or saturday.
i love you i love you i love you.....be well
your harlequin princess
so many things....your fish allergy causing you to break out in hives (good god i hope you don't go into anaphylactic shock out there!)...me potentially not making it up to visit due to cost problems.....oh shit baby i need to see you and feel you.
i have been watching Orange is the new Black and it is helping me to understand maybe a little of how prison life is. it sounds dumb but it is based on a true story and all the things you tell me seem to be the same on the show. it's a netflix only thing so i know you won't get to see it till you're out. the visitation room....the bathrooms/showers....the guards....the beds. when i watch it i feel closer to you. and i want to do so many things to be closer to you.
please don't get in trouble. please don't do anything to cause ripples. come home as soon as you can. come home to me. come home to our house and our dog and our life.
i need to be selfish right now. i need you to put your strong arms around me and stroke my hair and hold me and tell me i am beautiful. tell me i am strong and i can make it through this. run a finger down my cheek and brush away the tears from my eyes. don't be upset that i am crying....know that it is the stress leaving my body and kiss the tears away. let me sob into your shoulder. hold me close - skin on skin - and breathe into me your love and your devotion and your compassion. give to me what i give to you....let us reciprocate in the union of our bodies.
i haven't had sex in three weeks or so. i don't even care. i don't want anyone right now. paul has texted me asking why i haven't talked to him or gone over. he asks if i am ok, because he knows i am overwhelmed. he knows he isn't necessary in my life and wants to remain friends. i can't get up the energy to go see him. he came over for pizza and spaceballs the other night and left right after. even though scott wasn't home. he tells me it's like i am a shell of who i was. i told him i don't blame him if he never wants to see me again, since i am basically abusing our friendship by being noncommittal and unresponsive.
both of my pillows are covered in your t-shirts. i even wear one to sleep sometimes. batman i love you so much. my heart aches for you. i know you're bored and alone and missing me....at camp snoopy...and you need things to make your stay easier. i will do all i can, but i can't do more.
i need to go find the tracking number. i promised i would put it in the email and i forgot it in the car....be right back....don't wait too long LOL
ok i really am going to get the tracking number now. BRB ok....i have the receipt....logging on to the usps now....DAMMIT says 'delivery status notification not available via website.' grrrrr calling the 800 number now.....ugh it says it was processed through and left at a facility at 10pm on 7/17. it is currently in transit to the destination. woot! you shall have it soon, my love! Stupid website still says 'expect delivery by july 15, 2013'...ARGH
darling i must sleep now. so today you get this letter and maybe even the pictures! i can't wait to hear from you! i do have to focus on scott on friday....it IS his last night in town for a minimum of four months. so call me tonight or saturday.
i love you i love you i love you.....be well
your harlequin princess
Friday, July 12, 2013
Interim
I have written my honey bat-ger since the last one...and we have spoken on the phone...and he has written me two letters since. but there is a lot going on right now and unfortunately i am too exhausted and stressed out to write it all down right now. i need sleep and i am on call, so i will be back to posting shortly i hope.
just know that i love my batsy with all my heart and i miss him so much.....
just know that i love my batsy with all my heart and i miss him so much.....
Sunday, July 7, 2013
ACK! A Naughty Letter!
My tall, dark and handsome
Batman.....hmmmmm so i am to send you a naughty letter, huh? i am a
little timid, since it will obviously be read by someone before it
arrives in your big, sexy hand. argh! ok. i love you, so i will do my
best. please don't judge it too harshly! Understand this is 100%
fiction! it is NOT based on any real events, simply on the stories i
have read over the years and (of course) how much i love you......oh
sweetie i do love you so much.....rrrrrrrrrgh. whew. ok. here we
go.....blah!
it is a dark and stormy night. the rain slams against the window pane as the wind throws the branches around outside. i am lying in bed, waiting for you to come home. you've been on the road for a week now and i know we are both craving the touch of each others' body....the scent of each others' flesh. my pussy moistens as i think of you, and i close my eyes and moan a little, arching my back to feel my breasts rearrange their weight on my chest. a flash of electricity thrums through my clitoris as a slight breeze causes my nipples to harden further. the breeze was caused by you coming in through the back door. any minute now and i will feel your hands on my breasts and your mouth on my lips. Oooooh i can smell the excitement in my pussy...it is so delicious i swirl my finger in the juices and run my finger over my tongue so i can lap up the happiness...
you try to enter the room quietly but you're soaking wet and tired from a long drive. i leap from the bed and fling myself upon you, clamping my lips over yours and sending my tongue searching for yours in your mouth. you kiss me back, lovingly and deeply. your tongue probing my mouth and dancing with my tongue. my warm naked breasts press into your cold, wet clothing and it drives my excitement further. without breaking the kiss, i furiously help you remove your soggy clothing until all that is between us is electrons. my warm body pressed into your chilly one, enlivening your skin with my warmth and softness.
at last, i break the kiss to get your pants off - i kiss down your chest and your belly. your boxers pulled down and your hard cock pops out. i squeal with delight as i stroke it a couple of times....watching the head appear and disappear in your foreskin. You gasp with the tangible pleasures i am giving you, and i lean in to kiss the head as it is once more unsheathed. your large hand is entangling in my hair as i give your shaft a long, flat lick...finishing with the tip of my tongue dragging through the bead of pre-cum on the tip. I pull away, tongue out, letting the precum form a strand between your cock head and my tongue. My eyes turn to your face, and you are looking at me with glazed eyes, jaw slack. I love that look....it means i am making you unbelievably happy. and that is what i want.
i lead you to the bed and you lie down. i tell you how much i have missed you and how much i love you, and then i ask you to tell me about your trip as i play with your cock. stroking the shaft with my left hand, and playing with your balls with my right, my tongue goes to work licking and sucking on the whole shaft. letting the spit build up in my mouth, i suck firmly but not too hard on you. light tugging on your balls makes you moan with pleasure. the spit is rolling down your balls into your ass crack and you start thrusting into my mouth. i beg you to fuck my face and you grab my hair and pump your hips with gusto, slamming your thick cock into the back of my throat. my teeth accidentally scrape the shaft, but you keep going. my mouth is so wet you can't stand it for long, so after five minutes or so you thrust one final time into my mouth and cum so hard....so fast....i can hardly keep up! i swallow and lick and suck and swallow again, but you keep cumming....it oozes out of my mouth and down my chin. you look at me and my wide blue eyes with a sleepy smile, and use your finger to scoop up some cum from my chin. you feed it to me and i suck your finger and your cock clean.
at this point, i slide up next to you and put my head on your chest so i can listen to your heart. we exchange 'i love you's and soft kisses. your heart rhythm slows from the excitement of orgasm to the regular rhythm of sleep. your breaths become deeper; more even. you begin to snore lightly. i hold tight to you, appreciating every moment i have with you. i love you, baby. i love you so much.
next letter like this i will write about penetration lol....for now i have to go to sleep. i love you, i love you, i love you.
be good! do everything you can to come home to me, my sweet. my heart aches to be near you again. to feel your body. to love you with all i have.
all my love;
harls
it is a dark and stormy night. the rain slams against the window pane as the wind throws the branches around outside. i am lying in bed, waiting for you to come home. you've been on the road for a week now and i know we are both craving the touch of each others' body....the scent of each others' flesh. my pussy moistens as i think of you, and i close my eyes and moan a little, arching my back to feel my breasts rearrange their weight on my chest. a flash of electricity thrums through my clitoris as a slight breeze causes my nipples to harden further. the breeze was caused by you coming in through the back door. any minute now and i will feel your hands on my breasts and your mouth on my lips. Oooooh i can smell the excitement in my pussy...it is so delicious i swirl my finger in the juices and run my finger over my tongue so i can lap up the happiness...
you try to enter the room quietly but you're soaking wet and tired from a long drive. i leap from the bed and fling myself upon you, clamping my lips over yours and sending my tongue searching for yours in your mouth. you kiss me back, lovingly and deeply. your tongue probing my mouth and dancing with my tongue. my warm naked breasts press into your cold, wet clothing and it drives my excitement further. without breaking the kiss, i furiously help you remove your soggy clothing until all that is between us is electrons. my warm body pressed into your chilly one, enlivening your skin with my warmth and softness.
at last, i break the kiss to get your pants off - i kiss down your chest and your belly. your boxers pulled down and your hard cock pops out. i squeal with delight as i stroke it a couple of times....watching the head appear and disappear in your foreskin. You gasp with the tangible pleasures i am giving you, and i lean in to kiss the head as it is once more unsheathed. your large hand is entangling in my hair as i give your shaft a long, flat lick...finishing with the tip of my tongue dragging through the bead of pre-cum on the tip. I pull away, tongue out, letting the precum form a strand between your cock head and my tongue. My eyes turn to your face, and you are looking at me with glazed eyes, jaw slack. I love that look....it means i am making you unbelievably happy. and that is what i want.
i lead you to the bed and you lie down. i tell you how much i have missed you and how much i love you, and then i ask you to tell me about your trip as i play with your cock. stroking the shaft with my left hand, and playing with your balls with my right, my tongue goes to work licking and sucking on the whole shaft. letting the spit build up in my mouth, i suck firmly but not too hard on you. light tugging on your balls makes you moan with pleasure. the spit is rolling down your balls into your ass crack and you start thrusting into my mouth. i beg you to fuck my face and you grab my hair and pump your hips with gusto, slamming your thick cock into the back of my throat. my teeth accidentally scrape the shaft, but you keep going. my mouth is so wet you can't stand it for long, so after five minutes or so you thrust one final time into my mouth and cum so hard....so fast....i can hardly keep up! i swallow and lick and suck and swallow again, but you keep cumming....it oozes out of my mouth and down my chin. you look at me and my wide blue eyes with a sleepy smile, and use your finger to scoop up some cum from my chin. you feed it to me and i suck your finger and your cock clean.
at this point, i slide up next to you and put my head on your chest so i can listen to your heart. we exchange 'i love you's and soft kisses. your heart rhythm slows from the excitement of orgasm to the regular rhythm of sleep. your breaths become deeper; more even. you begin to snore lightly. i hold tight to you, appreciating every moment i have with you. i love you, baby. i love you so much.
next letter like this i will write about penetration lol....for now i have to go to sleep. i love you, i love you, i love you.
be good! do everything you can to come home to me, my sweet. my heart aches to be near you again. to feel your body. to love you with all i have.
all my love;
harls
Short N Sweet
My effervescent Batsy;
Your voice soothes me when nothing else can Since you've arrived at your destination, the relief in your voice is simply refreshing. Your outlook has improved and it makes me so happy. You got a letter from a friend in the mail this week....i wasn't sure if i could forward it or anything, and so I held onto it until I gave up trying to find out and just opened it. Turns out he has been writing you letters and they've all been returned to him. I was gonna ask if I could maybe send him a note and let him know what's up with you. He's lonely and misses you. And he said for you to say hi to me which was sweet. LOL
I haven't gotten my nails done this pay period since I had to get my oil changed - $70 for a frickin oil change! I did get the synthetic blend oil, but that only cost $10 more than a normal oil change. What happened to the $20 ten minute oil changes?!? UGH. Oh well....
I got some vinyl decals in the mail for Penelope....a Bat Symbol and and Arkham Asylum symbol. Those are going on her today! I also made a couple of bracelets that I am totally loving....I need to make matching necklaces now. So I can look like I match. hehe
Work has been hella-sad lately. We've diagnosed six dogs with lymphoma in the last week or so. All of them very advanced. And two with T-cell lymphoma, which is not very responsive to chemo. We have also diagnosed two cats with end stage cancers....and a dog with a spinal tumor that is inoperable so we kept her on life support for 14 hours until her whole family could come say goodbye. the tumor grew so rapidly that she went downhill over 72 hours to the point where her diaphragm wasn't getting signals from her brain to breathe, and so she was suffocating to death.
I know this letter isn't very long - I will try to send another tonight because i love you so much and i have much more to say. But I have a pizza in the oven and need to take it out....
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
Your voice soothes me when nothing else can Since you've arrived at your destination, the relief in your voice is simply refreshing. Your outlook has improved and it makes me so happy. You got a letter from a friend in the mail this week....i wasn't sure if i could forward it or anything, and so I held onto it until I gave up trying to find out and just opened it. Turns out he has been writing you letters and they've all been returned to him. I was gonna ask if I could maybe send him a note and let him know what's up with you. He's lonely and misses you. And he said for you to say hi to me which was sweet. LOL
I haven't gotten my nails done this pay period since I had to get my oil changed - $70 for a frickin oil change! I did get the synthetic blend oil, but that only cost $10 more than a normal oil change. What happened to the $20 ten minute oil changes?!? UGH. Oh well....
I got some vinyl decals in the mail for Penelope....a Bat Symbol and and Arkham Asylum symbol. Those are going on her today! I also made a couple of bracelets that I am totally loving....I need to make matching necklaces now. So I can look like I match. hehe
Work has been hella-sad lately. We've diagnosed six dogs with lymphoma in the last week or so. All of them very advanced. And two with T-cell lymphoma, which is not very responsive to chemo. We have also diagnosed two cats with end stage cancers....and a dog with a spinal tumor that is inoperable so we kept her on life support for 14 hours until her whole family could come say goodbye. the tumor grew so rapidly that she went downhill over 72 hours to the point where her diaphragm wasn't getting signals from her brain to breathe, and so she was suffocating to death.
I know this letter isn't very long - I will try to send another tonight because i love you so much and i have much more to say. But I have a pizza in the oven and need to take it out....
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Love Letter Received
My Dearest Harley!
I miss you so much! I just know that one day we are going to be in each others' arms again and that will be such a beautiful thing! I have my good moments and my bad moments on my emotional struggle on believing that you won't give up on me. I know you mean what you say and I do not doubt you in the slightest! I have trouble with believing myself and that is because of my past. Not only because of the way I have been treated but because of my own mistakes as well. I have troubles sometimes forgiving myself. I am getting much better at it because you have been such a wonderful support! Because of you, I truly know what love is!
Well, I am gonna try and call later tonight! Hopefully I get through!
I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Yours Forever and Always!
Batman
I miss you so much! I just know that one day we are going to be in each others' arms again and that will be such a beautiful thing! I have my good moments and my bad moments on my emotional struggle on believing that you won't give up on me. I know you mean what you say and I do not doubt you in the slightest! I have trouble with believing myself and that is because of my past. Not only because of the way I have been treated but because of my own mistakes as well. I have troubles sometimes forgiving myself. I am getting much better at it because you have been such a wonderful support! Because of you, I truly know what love is!
Well, I am gonna try and call later tonight! Hopefully I get through!
I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Yours Forever and Always!
Batman
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