just know that i love my batsy with all my heart and i miss him so much.....
Friday, July 12, 2013
Interim
I have written my honey bat-ger since the last one...and we have spoken on the phone...and he has written me two letters since. but there is a lot going on right now and unfortunately i am too exhausted and stressed out to write it all down right now. i need sleep and i am on call, so i will be back to posting shortly i hope.
just know that i love my batsy with all my heart and i miss him so much.....
just know that i love my batsy with all my heart and i miss him so much.....
Sunday, July 7, 2013
ACK! A Naughty Letter!
My tall, dark and handsome
Batman.....hmmmmm so i am to send you a naughty letter, huh? i am a
little timid, since it will obviously be read by someone before it
arrives in your big, sexy hand. argh! ok. i love you, so i will do my
best. please don't judge it too harshly! Understand this is 100%
fiction! it is NOT based on any real events, simply on the stories i
have read over the years and (of course) how much i love you......oh
sweetie i do love you so much.....rrrrrrrrrgh. whew. ok. here we
go.....blah!
it is a dark and stormy night. the rain slams against the window pane as the wind throws the branches around outside. i am lying in bed, waiting for you to come home. you've been on the road for a week now and i know we are both craving the touch of each others' body....the scent of each others' flesh. my pussy moistens as i think of you, and i close my eyes and moan a little, arching my back to feel my breasts rearrange their weight on my chest. a flash of electricity thrums through my clitoris as a slight breeze causes my nipples to harden further. the breeze was caused by you coming in through the back door. any minute now and i will feel your hands on my breasts and your mouth on my lips. Oooooh i can smell the excitement in my pussy...it is so delicious i swirl my finger in the juices and run my finger over my tongue so i can lap up the happiness...
you try to enter the room quietly but you're soaking wet and tired from a long drive. i leap from the bed and fling myself upon you, clamping my lips over yours and sending my tongue searching for yours in your mouth. you kiss me back, lovingly and deeply. your tongue probing my mouth and dancing with my tongue. my warm naked breasts press into your cold, wet clothing and it drives my excitement further. without breaking the kiss, i furiously help you remove your soggy clothing until all that is between us is electrons. my warm body pressed into your chilly one, enlivening your skin with my warmth and softness.
at last, i break the kiss to get your pants off - i kiss down your chest and your belly. your boxers pulled down and your hard cock pops out. i squeal with delight as i stroke it a couple of times....watching the head appear and disappear in your foreskin. You gasp with the tangible pleasures i am giving you, and i lean in to kiss the head as it is once more unsheathed. your large hand is entangling in my hair as i give your shaft a long, flat lick...finishing with the tip of my tongue dragging through the bead of pre-cum on the tip. I pull away, tongue out, letting the precum form a strand between your cock head and my tongue. My eyes turn to your face, and you are looking at me with glazed eyes, jaw slack. I love that look....it means i am making you unbelievably happy. and that is what i want.
i lead you to the bed and you lie down. i tell you how much i have missed you and how much i love you, and then i ask you to tell me about your trip as i play with your cock. stroking the shaft with my left hand, and playing with your balls with my right, my tongue goes to work licking and sucking on the whole shaft. letting the spit build up in my mouth, i suck firmly but not too hard on you. light tugging on your balls makes you moan with pleasure. the spit is rolling down your balls into your ass crack and you start thrusting into my mouth. i beg you to fuck my face and you grab my hair and pump your hips with gusto, slamming your thick cock into the back of my throat. my teeth accidentally scrape the shaft, but you keep going. my mouth is so wet you can't stand it for long, so after five minutes or so you thrust one final time into my mouth and cum so hard....so fast....i can hardly keep up! i swallow and lick and suck and swallow again, but you keep cumming....it oozes out of my mouth and down my chin. you look at me and my wide blue eyes with a sleepy smile, and use your finger to scoop up some cum from my chin. you feed it to me and i suck your finger and your cock clean.
at this point, i slide up next to you and put my head on your chest so i can listen to your heart. we exchange 'i love you's and soft kisses. your heart rhythm slows from the excitement of orgasm to the regular rhythm of sleep. your breaths become deeper; more even. you begin to snore lightly. i hold tight to you, appreciating every moment i have with you. i love you, baby. i love you so much.
next letter like this i will write about penetration lol....for now i have to go to sleep. i love you, i love you, i love you.
be good! do everything you can to come home to me, my sweet. my heart aches to be near you again. to feel your body. to love you with all i have.
all my love;
harls
it is a dark and stormy night. the rain slams against the window pane as the wind throws the branches around outside. i am lying in bed, waiting for you to come home. you've been on the road for a week now and i know we are both craving the touch of each others' body....the scent of each others' flesh. my pussy moistens as i think of you, and i close my eyes and moan a little, arching my back to feel my breasts rearrange their weight on my chest. a flash of electricity thrums through my clitoris as a slight breeze causes my nipples to harden further. the breeze was caused by you coming in through the back door. any minute now and i will feel your hands on my breasts and your mouth on my lips. Oooooh i can smell the excitement in my pussy...it is so delicious i swirl my finger in the juices and run my finger over my tongue so i can lap up the happiness...
you try to enter the room quietly but you're soaking wet and tired from a long drive. i leap from the bed and fling myself upon you, clamping my lips over yours and sending my tongue searching for yours in your mouth. you kiss me back, lovingly and deeply. your tongue probing my mouth and dancing with my tongue. my warm naked breasts press into your cold, wet clothing and it drives my excitement further. without breaking the kiss, i furiously help you remove your soggy clothing until all that is between us is electrons. my warm body pressed into your chilly one, enlivening your skin with my warmth and softness.
at last, i break the kiss to get your pants off - i kiss down your chest and your belly. your boxers pulled down and your hard cock pops out. i squeal with delight as i stroke it a couple of times....watching the head appear and disappear in your foreskin. You gasp with the tangible pleasures i am giving you, and i lean in to kiss the head as it is once more unsheathed. your large hand is entangling in my hair as i give your shaft a long, flat lick...finishing with the tip of my tongue dragging through the bead of pre-cum on the tip. I pull away, tongue out, letting the precum form a strand between your cock head and my tongue. My eyes turn to your face, and you are looking at me with glazed eyes, jaw slack. I love that look....it means i am making you unbelievably happy. and that is what i want.
i lead you to the bed and you lie down. i tell you how much i have missed you and how much i love you, and then i ask you to tell me about your trip as i play with your cock. stroking the shaft with my left hand, and playing with your balls with my right, my tongue goes to work licking and sucking on the whole shaft. letting the spit build up in my mouth, i suck firmly but not too hard on you. light tugging on your balls makes you moan with pleasure. the spit is rolling down your balls into your ass crack and you start thrusting into my mouth. i beg you to fuck my face and you grab my hair and pump your hips with gusto, slamming your thick cock into the back of my throat. my teeth accidentally scrape the shaft, but you keep going. my mouth is so wet you can't stand it for long, so after five minutes or so you thrust one final time into my mouth and cum so hard....so fast....i can hardly keep up! i swallow and lick and suck and swallow again, but you keep cumming....it oozes out of my mouth and down my chin. you look at me and my wide blue eyes with a sleepy smile, and use your finger to scoop up some cum from my chin. you feed it to me and i suck your finger and your cock clean.
at this point, i slide up next to you and put my head on your chest so i can listen to your heart. we exchange 'i love you's and soft kisses. your heart rhythm slows from the excitement of orgasm to the regular rhythm of sleep. your breaths become deeper; more even. you begin to snore lightly. i hold tight to you, appreciating every moment i have with you. i love you, baby. i love you so much.
next letter like this i will write about penetration lol....for now i have to go to sleep. i love you, i love you, i love you.
be good! do everything you can to come home to me, my sweet. my heart aches to be near you again. to feel your body. to love you with all i have.
all my love;
harls
Short N Sweet
My effervescent Batsy;
Your voice soothes me when nothing else can Since you've arrived at your destination, the relief in your voice is simply refreshing. Your outlook has improved and it makes me so happy. You got a letter from a friend in the mail this week....i wasn't sure if i could forward it or anything, and so I held onto it until I gave up trying to find out and just opened it. Turns out he has been writing you letters and they've all been returned to him. I was gonna ask if I could maybe send him a note and let him know what's up with you. He's lonely and misses you. And he said for you to say hi to me which was sweet. LOL
I haven't gotten my nails done this pay period since I had to get my oil changed - $70 for a frickin oil change! I did get the synthetic blend oil, but that only cost $10 more than a normal oil change. What happened to the $20 ten minute oil changes?!? UGH. Oh well....
I got some vinyl decals in the mail for Penelope....a Bat Symbol and and Arkham Asylum symbol. Those are going on her today! I also made a couple of bracelets that I am totally loving....I need to make matching necklaces now. So I can look like I match. hehe
Work has been hella-sad lately. We've diagnosed six dogs with lymphoma in the last week or so. All of them very advanced. And two with T-cell lymphoma, which is not very responsive to chemo. We have also diagnosed two cats with end stage cancers....and a dog with a spinal tumor that is inoperable so we kept her on life support for 14 hours until her whole family could come say goodbye. the tumor grew so rapidly that she went downhill over 72 hours to the point where her diaphragm wasn't getting signals from her brain to breathe, and so she was suffocating to death.
I know this letter isn't very long - I will try to send another tonight because i love you so much and i have much more to say. But I have a pizza in the oven and need to take it out....
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
Your voice soothes me when nothing else can Since you've arrived at your destination, the relief in your voice is simply refreshing. Your outlook has improved and it makes me so happy. You got a letter from a friend in the mail this week....i wasn't sure if i could forward it or anything, and so I held onto it until I gave up trying to find out and just opened it. Turns out he has been writing you letters and they've all been returned to him. I was gonna ask if I could maybe send him a note and let him know what's up with you. He's lonely and misses you. And he said for you to say hi to me which was sweet. LOL
I haven't gotten my nails done this pay period since I had to get my oil changed - $70 for a frickin oil change! I did get the synthetic blend oil, but that only cost $10 more than a normal oil change. What happened to the $20 ten minute oil changes?!? UGH. Oh well....
I got some vinyl decals in the mail for Penelope....a Bat Symbol and and Arkham Asylum symbol. Those are going on her today! I also made a couple of bracelets that I am totally loving....I need to make matching necklaces now. So I can look like I match. hehe
Work has been hella-sad lately. We've diagnosed six dogs with lymphoma in the last week or so. All of them very advanced. And two with T-cell lymphoma, which is not very responsive to chemo. We have also diagnosed two cats with end stage cancers....and a dog with a spinal tumor that is inoperable so we kept her on life support for 14 hours until her whole family could come say goodbye. the tumor grew so rapidly that she went downhill over 72 hours to the point where her diaphragm wasn't getting signals from her brain to breathe, and so she was suffocating to death.
I know this letter isn't very long - I will try to send another tonight because i love you so much and i have much more to say. But I have a pizza in the oven and need to take it out....
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Love Letter Received
My Dearest Harley!
I miss you so much! I just know that one day we are going to be in each others' arms again and that will be such a beautiful thing! I have my good moments and my bad moments on my emotional struggle on believing that you won't give up on me. I know you mean what you say and I do not doubt you in the slightest! I have trouble with believing myself and that is because of my past. Not only because of the way I have been treated but because of my own mistakes as well. I have troubles sometimes forgiving myself. I am getting much better at it because you have been such a wonderful support! Because of you, I truly know what love is!
Well, I am gonna try and call later tonight! Hopefully I get through!
I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Yours Forever and Always!
Batman
I miss you so much! I just know that one day we are going to be in each others' arms again and that will be such a beautiful thing! I have my good moments and my bad moments on my emotional struggle on believing that you won't give up on me. I know you mean what you say and I do not doubt you in the slightest! I have trouble with believing myself and that is because of my past. Not only because of the way I have been treated but because of my own mistakes as well. I have troubles sometimes forgiving myself. I am getting much better at it because you have been such a wonderful support! Because of you, I truly know what love is!
Well, I am gonna try and call later tonight! Hopefully I get through!
I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Yours Forever and Always!
Batman
Friday, June 28, 2013
Bad Day :(
My Honey Bat-ger;
your phone calls always light up my day. i am so in love with you....everything about you is SO worth loving. Know this always and forever, my darling. i feel so fortunate that you are mine and i am yours. your love is pure as driven snow. i feel like i am too sullied and scared and jaded for you. but i know you've known pain as well, and rejection and unfair bias. and so my imperfections are just a part of the person you love. as your imperfections make you who you are, which is the man i adore and love with all my heart.
i hope it is ok that i am publishing our letters in a blog. of course the names are changed....gotta protect people, innocent or otherwise. i also usually draw at least one picture in the Paint program on the laptop. the pics are crude at best, but they get the point across. i don't have a real mouse to use and so i am using the touch pad. UGH no bueno. lol (i included one i drew last week, just to show you what sort of crap i am publishing)
SO let's move on to my stories of work, because that seems to be all encompassing today for me. last week, we had a little american bulldog who was very sick. she had a non-regenerative anemia (low red cells) and wasn't eating. after days of various diagnostics, we finally got down to doing a bone marrow biopsy. this involves her being under anesthesia and we basically gouge out a cylinder of bone and marrow (bone marrow is mainly liquid, contrary to my initial assumptions before i was in medicine). long story short, she has end stage lymphoma and her owner was in spain. yeah - THAT spain. across the pond. so the owner's mom and girlfriend decide to go forward with chemotherapy. just to see if they can get her to live long enough for her owner to come home. well, she responded very well to the chemo and although she is FAR from remission (and she won't ever get there....let's be honest here)....she came in today for another dose of chemo. she was jumping around and wagging her tail and doing a little bully-dog dance. it was refreshing.
last week we placed a feeding tube in her esophagus/throat and she was being fed via the tube. her owners said she was eating and drinking very well on her own, and wanted the tube out. the doc said 'not yet' and so i went to change the bandage....and i sliced the tip of the tube off completely. this was the culmination of my shitty day/week. so we ended up having to pull the tube completely and although the owners were thrilled, i am mortified. ashamed. and i feel like a complete idiot.
so what did i do? i asked for a raise. not kidding. i emailed my supervisor and asked if i would be getting a yearly review and possibly a raise. i acknowledged my persistent 2-minute-late time stamps and all the overtime and extra projects i have done for the clinic. i mentioned the clinic's success and the fact that nobody has gotten a raise except those who have threatened to quit, and that feeds the low morale of the support staff who are always working their butts off without complaint. my supervisor emailed me back and said we will talk next week. whew.
exhusband got the call with the official offer....he will be making a lot more than before. plus more for being overseas. that's good...he should be making enough to pay the bills and save some too. whew. he and i have discussed schedule, child care, and everything we can. he will probably be gone end of august. :/ it's scary but i am looking forward to it. though now i can't have him do the dishes....the boys can. one can empty and one can load and i can do the counters. woot!
ok baby.....i need to work on that sketch a little before i forget. and i have been meaning to get some beading done and make some new jewelry. i really need to focus on that now. i love you so much....so damn much. i hate to think you are in there alone, five foot from a kill fence....without me. i wish i could sneak in and snuggle with you for a few hours. kiss you deeply and feel your tongue dance against mine. your arms wrapped around me, making me feel so safe and secure. protected and warm. sigh. oh nathan i love you.
always yours;
harley jane
your phone calls always light up my day. i am so in love with you....everything about you is SO worth loving. Know this always and forever, my darling. i feel so fortunate that you are mine and i am yours. your love is pure as driven snow. i feel like i am too sullied and scared and jaded for you. but i know you've known pain as well, and rejection and unfair bias. and so my imperfections are just a part of the person you love. as your imperfections make you who you are, which is the man i adore and love with all my heart.
i hope it is ok that i am publishing our letters in a blog. of course the names are changed....gotta protect people, innocent or otherwise. i also usually draw at least one picture in the Paint program on the laptop. the pics are crude at best, but they get the point across. i don't have a real mouse to use and so i am using the touch pad. UGH no bueno. lol (i included one i drew last week, just to show you what sort of crap i am publishing)
SO let's move on to my stories of work, because that seems to be all encompassing today for me. last week, we had a little american bulldog who was very sick. she had a non-regenerative anemia (low red cells) and wasn't eating. after days of various diagnostics, we finally got down to doing a bone marrow biopsy. this involves her being under anesthesia and we basically gouge out a cylinder of bone and marrow (bone marrow is mainly liquid, contrary to my initial assumptions before i was in medicine). long story short, she has end stage lymphoma and her owner was in spain. yeah - THAT spain. across the pond. so the owner's mom and girlfriend decide to go forward with chemotherapy. just to see if they can get her to live long enough for her owner to come home. well, she responded very well to the chemo and although she is FAR from remission (and she won't ever get there....let's be honest here)....she came in today for another dose of chemo. she was jumping around and wagging her tail and doing a little bully-dog dance. it was refreshing.
last week we placed a feeding tube in her esophagus/throat and she was being fed via the tube. her owners said she was eating and drinking very well on her own, and wanted the tube out. the doc said 'not yet' and so i went to change the bandage....and i sliced the tip of the tube off completely. this was the culmination of my shitty day/week. so we ended up having to pull the tube completely and although the owners were thrilled, i am mortified. ashamed. and i feel like a complete idiot.
so what did i do? i asked for a raise. not kidding. i emailed my supervisor and asked if i would be getting a yearly review and possibly a raise. i acknowledged my persistent 2-minute-late time stamps and all the overtime and extra projects i have done for the clinic. i mentioned the clinic's success and the fact that nobody has gotten a raise except those who have threatened to quit, and that feeds the low morale of the support staff who are always working their butts off without complaint. my supervisor emailed me back and said we will talk next week. whew.
exhusband got the call with the official offer....he will be making a lot more than before. plus more for being overseas. that's good...he should be making enough to pay the bills and save some too. whew. he and i have discussed schedule, child care, and everything we can. he will probably be gone end of august. :/ it's scary but i am looking forward to it. though now i can't have him do the dishes....the boys can. one can empty and one can load and i can do the counters. woot!
ok baby.....i need to work on that sketch a little before i forget. and i have been meaning to get some beading done and make some new jewelry. i really need to focus on that now. i love you so much....so damn much. i hate to think you are in there alone, five foot from a kill fence....without me. i wish i could sneak in and snuggle with you for a few hours. kiss you deeply and feel your tongue dance against mine. your arms wrapped around me, making me feel so safe and secure. protected and warm. sigh. oh nathan i love you.
always yours;
harley jane
Letter 3...BatMAAAANNNN
June 20, 2013
My Beautiful Villainess Harley!
here i am, writing you again even though I just sent you a letter earlier today and talked to you on the phone! i cannot stop thinking about you for one second and that's such a wonderful thing! in alomost everything i read, see or hear i keep thinking of you. for example...at this very moment, the miami heat and the san antonio spurs are playing in game 7 of the nba finals. i want san antonion to win because it's texas! when i think texas, i think of my home with you! home is where the heart is, and my heart is 100% with you. i love you so much baby!
like i told you earlier, i keep reading your letters over and over. they help me sleep and i can almost hear your voice through them every time. i was laughing my ass off when reading about piggie being a high stepping fool in the dog booties! then i damn near cried hearing about you almost having heat stroke from yard work because i should be there helping you!
i wish i had stories to tell you, but not much happens while in 23 hour lock down. i don't have much of a view out of my cell window. i see some dead grass, then about a 5 foot stretch of gravel before you get to a "KILL FENCE" that is about 12 feet high covered from the ground up with razor wire. and i think it is also electrified with motion sensors.! i remember seeing a bird fly into something similar in Buena Vista awhile back....we ate 'friend chicken' the next day! LMFAO!
look on the bright side...the boys will never have to go to a 'scared straight' program. they'll have me to tell them all about this! LOL I am just trying to be funny I guess...if it's not i am sorry.
hey, you should print out some lyrics to some songs. i don't really care which just so long as i know them. In This Moment, Halestorm, Five Finger Death Punch, Adele, Bruno Mars, and even stuff you like :)
also - you know how much i miss you, houston, and everybody there. take pictures of everything and anything! i miss it so much and i would much rather have a collage of pictures of houston than looking at gay-ass colorado. LOL
well, i am going to try and do a little Bible study before lights out...there's really no set bedtime and i can turn my own light off and on in here. Anyway, always remember you are on my mind! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Your dark knight
My Beautiful Villainess Harley!
here i am, writing you again even though I just sent you a letter earlier today and talked to you on the phone! i cannot stop thinking about you for one second and that's such a wonderful thing! in alomost everything i read, see or hear i keep thinking of you. for example...at this very moment, the miami heat and the san antonio spurs are playing in game 7 of the nba finals. i want san antonion to win because it's texas! when i think texas, i think of my home with you! home is where the heart is, and my heart is 100% with you. i love you so much baby!
like i told you earlier, i keep reading your letters over and over. they help me sleep and i can almost hear your voice through them every time. i was laughing my ass off when reading about piggie being a high stepping fool in the dog booties! then i damn near cried hearing about you almost having heat stroke from yard work because i should be there helping you!
i wish i had stories to tell you, but not much happens while in 23 hour lock down. i don't have much of a view out of my cell window. i see some dead grass, then about a 5 foot stretch of gravel before you get to a "KILL FENCE" that is about 12 feet high covered from the ground up with razor wire. and i think it is also electrified with motion sensors.! i remember seeing a bird fly into something similar in Buena Vista awhile back....we ate 'friend chicken' the next day! LMFAO!
look on the bright side...the boys will never have to go to a 'scared straight' program. they'll have me to tell them all about this! LOL I am just trying to be funny I guess...if it's not i am sorry.
hey, you should print out some lyrics to some songs. i don't really care which just so long as i know them. In This Moment, Halestorm, Five Finger Death Punch, Adele, Bruno Mars, and even stuff you like :)
also - you know how much i miss you, houston, and everybody there. take pictures of everything and anything! i miss it so much and i would much rather have a collage of pictures of houston than looking at gay-ass colorado. LOL
well, i am going to try and do a little Bible study before lights out...there's really no set bedtime and i can turn my own light off and on in here. Anyway, always remember you are on my mind! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
Your dark knight
Letter 2 from Batman
June 20, 2013
My Darling Harley,
i got your 3rd letter today and it made me have a huge cheesy grin! i love you so much baby! the way you write and bring your stories to such a beautiful light makes me so happy. the quotes you gave me from F Scott Fitzgerald and Sandra Kring were hitting the nail on the head!
again, to reiterate myself, my love for you reached unfathomable depths. you mean the world to me and every day i thank God for you being a part of my life. last night i laid awake thinking that the life i have had only led me straight to you. even though i have messed up, it all happened for a reason. YOU! i would not have such a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, witty and faithful soul mate if my life had been lived different until now. you have shown me what it means to be trulyy me and not hold back my faults. i can be 100% honest and open with you and not face ridicule or shame. God, I LOVE YOU!
Well, babe, it is almost time to hustle to the phone and try to call you! I hope you can answer! LOL if not, there's always Saturday or Sunday morning if we get our out time!
Forever your Batman!
My Darling Harley,
i got your 3rd letter today and it made me have a huge cheesy grin! i love you so much baby! the way you write and bring your stories to such a beautiful light makes me so happy. the quotes you gave me from F Scott Fitzgerald and Sandra Kring were hitting the nail on the head!
again, to reiterate myself, my love for you reached unfathomable depths. you mean the world to me and every day i thank God for you being a part of my life. last night i laid awake thinking that the life i have had only led me straight to you. even though i have messed up, it all happened for a reason. YOU! i would not have such a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, witty and faithful soul mate if my life had been lived different until now. you have shown me what it means to be trulyy me and not hold back my faults. i can be 100% honest and open with you and not face ridicule or shame. God, I LOVE YOU!
Well, babe, it is almost time to hustle to the phone and try to call you! I hope you can answer! LOL if not, there's always Saturday or Sunday morning if we get our out time!
Forever your Batman!
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